when you are in your 90’s and your life is mostly behind you.... all that history held within the crevases of of your memory....
here mama ticha.. someone special to me... over time.. always shows me the portrait of herself and her husband.... and each time it touches me so much...
i'm relatively still young... but time is not something we know... even though we often treat it as endless....we just move forward with as much zest and life as we can... live... do . experience.. not waste moments...the chance.......... .....
but i find myself now and again contemplating..... my own history.... memories.. the deep loves that reside in my heart..., family... . friends.. and seeing it from this new angle that i never truly anticipated... where now you realize most of your life is behind you..... and so the great desire to really think about what matters.... and grab and hold what is precious even more.. not lose the opportunity or moments.
